time.

I haven't written here for awhile so i decided to RE-START, i am very ecstatic because i got to see Abraham Fabian a.k.a my life <33>Always and Forever baby 21508.

ecstatic.

today went well all the way, school was good, Bri bri's party was good. and ESPECIALLY finally seeing my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!

photoshoot.

today, meeting at Kennedy high. Vitale Photography. at approximately 4:00pm. very exciting :)

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things change..

last day.

Tomorrow's my auntie's funeral, and after we're going to be leaving. i don't want to leave we hella bonded. the WHOLE family and im hella going to miss them, cause we rarely get to spend time with the fam from different parts, like Indiana, Arizona, ETC. but we have school.. so i guess we gotta go. AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANY OF MY HOMEWORK, gosh im gna be hella BEHIND! ugggg, going to go now! BYES. 3249808

R.I.P

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA AUNTIE!, YOU'RE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER. In Loving Memory APHRODITE MORELOS ! 2-16-77/8-30-08

family

Yesterday we went to my aunties viewing, i never had a sadder day in my life, besides somethings else. but seeing my auntie just lying there and we're all expecting her to wake up breathe anything. but knowing that she won't be doing that anymore takes apart of all our lives with her, it makes the whole Morelos family [Different last names some cousins but we're all really Morelos's] so devastated. but she's going to be in a better place like everyone says.. but we want her to know that we miss her so much and we hope to see her on the EAST GATE OF HEAVEN [inside] you were always a happy women auntie, usually quiet but never sad. you're smile brought joy and happiness to everyones lives, And now that you're gone things will be different, this tragedy is going to be hard on our lives for a long time, but DEEDYTH MORELOS CABAN YOU'LL NEVER GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA AUNTIE! WE LOVE YOU AUNTIE 2/16/77-8/30/08

happy

So i had a good talk with my boo yesterday. it was really soothing and fun. he makes me happy we talked for 7 hours 12-7 am. we could talk for EVER if we didn't know how to sleep:) My family wants to take me to l.A and i hope we can go! teehee, write more later going to go out. later bitches.

express.

I am so devastated. i didn't even get to see Abraham today, and i was crying so much, even my family tried cheering me up. im a bit okay now but earlier today was a whole different story. you don't even know how i feel right now, i barely know what i feel right now, my heart hurts. my eyes are swollen, my head is aching. But my Kuya C, says that Morelos's are strong [that is our last name] i wish i could go through with that saying but this type of situation is inbearable. I was expecting to the fullest that i was going to be able to see him, but boy was i wrong, i would give anything to see him again. But im having some second thoughts if he still loves me or not. i don't know i still love him, im not going to assume that he doesn't love me, cos i know he does. he tells me it everyday. i can't wait to see him again, i miss him so much.. 9:42 later.

WESTSIDE

so we're currently in the Southern area, i assume? hanging out at what 6 in the morning? haa, we're pretty. Family reunion as you can say. ain't nobody can replace these bitches! real talk real talk. finally met our kuya Cristian from Indiana fawwwkk, he's hella chill, funny and most of all the biggest slang ass mofo you can ever approach! and im getting to see the love of my life TODAY, going to pick him up at grey hound 9508 veerrry exciting! I hope we all have a good week and for God to guide us. Well i shall go hang out with the fambid, laterrr fuckass!

life.

I guess you can't always get what you want, sometimes you have to learn the hard way.I've come to learn that there is no easy way out. Life is like an obstacle course. gotta go around the obstacles even though they get harder and harder to get to the finish line. Doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop.