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I am so devastated. i didn't even get to see Abraham today, and i was crying so much, even my family tried cheering me up. im a bit okay now but earlier today was a whole different story. you don't even know how i feel right now, i barely know what i feel right now, my heart hurts. my eyes are swollen, my head is aching. But my Kuya C, says that Morelos's are strong [that is our last name] i wish i could go through with that saying but this type of situation is inbearable. I was expecting to the fullest that i was going to be able to see him, but boy was i wrong, i would give anything to see him again. But im having some second thoughts if he still loves me or not. i don't know i still love him, im not going to assume that he doesn't love me, cos i know he does. he tells me it everyday. i can't wait to see him again, i miss him so much.. 9:42 later.