Friday, August 21, 2009

Aw

Good ol blogspot .. you're so dull ..

Friday, July 31, 2009

MOVED

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

fts

i wana move to la and leave tha kitty shi behind .

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

hub

LOL , hella fun (; kicked it w/ dean , jasmin , fonzi , christian ectt . man it was a day . to lazy to put it all aha

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

JAZZYPOO.







HEY , U THERE!!!!





HAPPYDAY

Monday, July 20, 2009

and it all came to

sometimes you gotta let people go to gain more , take a step behind to take a step forward , risk a little to learn more , wish on a star to be disappointed in tha end. buh who knew after all tha what 13 years we have known each other it cmes to this. you finally had tha courage to i guess stand up for yourself. i didn't need you to stick up for me when people said not to when we got into arguments , i think i can stand on my own ; truly i dnt give a fuck abt wat ppl say abt me because who r they to judge? if they really had smething to say they can hit me up .i appreciate tho i do for u expressin urself to me. im sorry if i cme off asa bitch and i guess i build up alla my anger and throw it on you , i dnt even remember tha last time we had a conversation including me getting mad? and f i did , y did u wait until summer to tell me .. i dnt recall ever being MAD at you , i dnt remember having a reason too . buh ya kno ya win you loose . i care abt u still juss nt abt this situation , you say u wna not kno each other afta this . its coo it dsnt catch my fade. this shit makes NO SENSE. you tell me outta tha cuts alla this BULLSHIT. buh whatever. lol , goodbye.

LOL olddd

was sucha good day ,FINALLY GOT THEM ; damn samantha LOL.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

lets sweat, again !

i had sucha good workout today !20 minutes running , and 10 minutes arm lifting. well thats basically all i did today nun off tha ordinary. i watched BoogeyMan3 typical .. txted tha hubby all day and now i have a headache juss drinkin lotsa wata ! tomorrow is tha first day of drivers ed @whs starting 10:30 room A161 ends @ 12:50 , afta that im goin to tha meetin @ brier for soph meet. im goin to go rest badass ache..

SCboardwalk

was fun , went w/ da fambase but sme things got outta hand here's sme pics






Saturday, July 18, 2009

71809

GOOOODDD SATURDAY BITCHES , kiccin it wid tha sister today , [THA OLDEEST ONE] i stoqed cuz i haven't seen her in a minute and i miss her hella muchh , and ma bro-sista in law. i hope we do somethin fuun today becuz i missed them . i went to sleep late last night arnd 4 talkin to zee babeh. mmm , i love comin back to those late night conversations , i love how he tells stories hes a naatturrall. whenever we talk i like to close ma eyes because i want to imagine his voice right in front of me. he always makes me feel good. ima stay missin him and hopefully i can see you in august baby. i caynt w8 til u wake up but that wont be for awhile ! LOL . i mean you sleep in til foeever as it is , and goin to sleep late aint tha best to do ! bt atleast youre not goin to your football today. shit would be hella jank if you did cuz baby would be tired as FUCKK. (; i love you honey.

Friday, July 17, 2009

tingly.

YESTERDAY i went to washington to sign up for drivers ed , so yeah im excited. first step into adult hood ! woot woot im so excited ! [TRANSITION]good morning, so this morning we're goin ta go to my gramas appointment, hella early but it's not like i dnt usually wake up 730 in tha morning, lol. GAYY. i hate it becuhz when school cmes im gna be begging to sleep all day. well yesterday was a real good day, me and mama got sme good quality time spent together at lion and walmart , i juss wish i wasn't txting tha majority of tha time ;'( but it saved my relationship ... i love my mama. later that day i spent time watching tv then fell asleep and DROOLED EVERYWHERE, i love to sleep while abraham is at practice so time can go by faster and i can talk to him. starting nxt week he will have 2 weeks of being football free (; so then we cn talkk ! yayy, oh yeah and he gotta new sprint phone ,ahah everytime his gay metro phne bill goes out he ALWAYS gets a new phone like literally -_-. he's been through like 20 phones already. lol. well im glad now becuhz atleast we dnt gotta worry abt his bill being not paid =) , anywayss , yesterday evening after watching sailor moon all day once again , i love that sho so much, but yesterday me aiza and mama watched a movie together and ate kimchi soup w/ vinigger chips n riceee . haha family needs ta stick togthetha like RICE. yesterday was a realll good day except for one thing , but atleast that was settled <33

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

sailor moon

i have been watching fortha past 2 days now ! i hella missed watchin it alla time bacc in tha days whenever we used to go to blockbuster u would always go and search for sailor moon movies ! man those were tha days. but for today i am going to kicc it w/ joehl for while goin ta buy sme things and what not . we might pick aiza up frm school f she wants us to. me and abraham were talking and he said that he might hopefully be able to cme bacc in 2 weeks !!! i am so ecstatic like my heart stopped ! he juss has to ask his dad ='/ i hella hope he's gna be able to cme up! i miss him like crazy , since he's been gone [even jasmin pointed it out] she says that i look so sad and i keep myself locked up in tha hse, 'that is pretty much true' i have nothin better to do , without abraham i juss wna be inside doin nothin. well i have nothing more to talk abt this is basically it for ma summa , my mama says that she wants to go to la after aizas summa school ! hopefully we can ! ROAD TRIP.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

deyum.

ever since he left my days have been very boring like usual ! fuck , i miss tha fun days. cme back ! ;'(

Monday, July 6, 2009

MEETING TODAY.

i will be attending @ approximately 1:30 @ shlay's crib , ima meet up w / kambeezy @ tha hub so we can walk together . LOL , pointless to write down . i woke up at 10 , my neck doesn't hurt as much anymore, THANK GOODNESS ! but in between my thumb and my index finger it hurts ! because when i txt i can feel it , nyeh . i miss mon copain like crazy ! i won't be able to see him til afta tha meeting ! haha , it's okay . gives me tha butterflies. <3 gotta go , gna watch a movie then get ready, LATER SNITCHES.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

CGA


omg , great america was so much fun today ! i had a BLASST , today was my FIRST day to go on 'SCREAM ZONE' which i still call DROP ZONE . i was FREAKED out at first , NOW IT'S MY FAVORITE RIDE ! i went on it 3xs ! OMGG , and me & my baby went on tha water slide thingy tha one with tha big ass drop then you slide in tha wall , WE ALMOST WENT OVER ! IT WAS CUHHRRAAZZZYY ! we were hella pushin it over and we didn't know there was gna be a DROP HAHA! Bernice and Justin were supposed to go but some things came up , and also maria .. OH WELL WE STILL HAD HELLA FUN ! im so proud of us ! MY FAVORITE RIDE IS OFFICALLY DROP ZONE , then 'Flight Deck' ; TOP GUN , INVERTAGO, DEMOND , then GRIZZLY , Vortex is WHACKKK , haha. we went on tha boat ride and our faces were EXPLODIN! atleast mines and samanthas were ! HAHA, WELL WE DID HAVE A FUCKIN BLAST TODAY , HELLA WATER RIDES AND WHAT NOT !!! WHEN WE CAME HME OM AMTRACK , tha guy was talkin to us and told us ta wait 4 tha guy to cme and give us our tickets to pay. but by tha end of tha ride NO GUY SHOWED UP ! so we walked out then BOOKED IT SO WE WONT GIT CAUGHT AND WE RAN STR8 FOR KAMRONS CAR !! HAHAH SICKK ! after we bought taco bell and i orders a # 1 baby got # 2 , mmm. hella good we ate together n tha laundry matt. haha , GHETTO . we got hella mild sauces and killed it ina MINUTE ! LOLOLOL. omg , i had an absolute blast ! i hope to do this again , and santa clara is hella nice , atleast round where cga is. THERE FOOD IS DUMMY EXPENSIVE ! BESIDES ALL THA GOOD I HAD, I GOT LEFT WIDDA BIG ASS KNOT IN MY NECK AND IT HURTTSSS!! I HELLA LOVED TODAY !!!!

Friday, July 3, 2009

F.

might as well make a fuckin TWITTER ! damn , i needa start writin again . DISGRACE !
ANYWAYS , I LOVE EDWIN SAN JUAN- COMEDIAN , fuckin funny ass man.

damn

i haven't been on blog spot ina minute ! LOL , well these passed weeks have been FULLA JOY ! lmao , i can't wait til sunday , HITTIN UP GREAT AMERICA ! yay ! =)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

UP.


watching tomorrow w / my baby . i can't wait! then friday water park !

Friday, June 26, 2009

OAKLAND ZOO






was so much fuuuunnnn !!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

everything turned out great

i went swimming today for the 3rd day ina row ! my hair is definitely fading, bur it was hot as fuck today ! i had hella fun w/ my boys gettin thrown in tha pool in what not, DOIN BELLYFLOPS N SHIT, haha. tomorrow i am excited for because im going to the movie with my baby, carlos, jessica, and kamrons black ass . i can't wait, TRANSFORMERS BAYBAY. even tho MEGAN FOX CAN'T ACT FO SHIT ! LOLOLOL, it's a good as movie, and she is hot, ehh. welll update tomorrow, HITCHED IT DITCHED, L8 !

TODAY

going to carloss house w/ the boys and going to grub out and watch Friday tha 13th !

Monday, June 22, 2009

lately.



i have been pretty busy, but a GOOD BUSY (; i been kicking it w/ my abreezy baby , and friends. post sme pics so you can catch a better view. swimmin a lot, eatin at taco bell like cuhhrraazzy ! 89 cent burritos thas wuhsspp!

Friday, June 19, 2009

YAY.

we're going to pick up abraham at the train station =] im sooo excited, we might go swimming today as well. LATER.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

HAPPY.


i get to see my baby tomorrow!!!!!!
IM SO EXCITED!

last

deng, yesterday didn't feel like tha last day of school; i was in denial but im so happy that it's finally done! maybe it didnt feel like tha last because there was no promotion or anything, it's so strange, anyways. yesterday i went to the mall with aiza, brian, jasmin and kamron, it was super fun and aiza won 520 tickets in the arcade, but she gave them to me, and i decided to get an NFL bear, 2 whoopie cushions, and a fake ear! haha, GAY. but i'm going to give them to abraham, they're lame, but i hope he likes them. i got my eyebrows done, and they look smashiiiinnn! i love the lady who does my eyebrows, i get her all the time, and she never leaves me unsatisfied! after the mall, we went to taco bell, i love there 89 cent burrito thingies and that potato thing. after we went home, and we decided to go swimming + carlos is with us now. it was hella fun! and aiza and brian got us some good ass corn from the mexican guy, it's super good! thanks guys. after, we me carlos and jasmin played truth or dare, because by now everyone left. HAHAH, yesterday was fun! and now today, we are going to kaiser for the flea market, and plan out some thangggss for brain , because his graduation is today!

CONGRATULATIONS BRIAN, WE LOVE YOU!=)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

WE SHIT OURSELVE!`

Ok, so our plan for today was we were supposed to go to the bowling alley, but we ended up going to jasmin se and eating, we told david that we were going to go, but we end up not, we feel hella bad, but anyways, we were talking about david being hella mad and hitting all us! jasmin was hella over exxagerating especially saying 'WHAT IF DAVID HITS US GUYS' and alla that shit, LOL. then DING DONG, AND IT WAS HIM!!!!!!!! me fonzie and kamron ran ti her dads room and locked the door, i was the only one panicking the most tho haha, aiza and brian ran to jasmins room, dude. HELLA CRAZY HAHAH! but i think he called his friend to pick him up .. i feel hella nad for jasmin becuase she made all of these ceramics thngs for him and was going to give it to him today .. but i feel hella fucked up because i thought we were going to the bowling alley and bowl .. but we didn't, damn ..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

WOAH.

i never woulda guessed there together!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

good morning

church day todayy! tonight's the dinner, idk if i can make it .. but i'll try; but can't stay long, leaving soon. gotta brush my teef!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

boy, it's been awhile.

it's probably been about a week since i have blogged, im sucha failure. lol, i guess i just been getting updated to write on everything that's been happening. it's actually just the usual; this whole week i have been helping aiza and cynthia with there APUSH project, it's been super fun because we were in a movie about segregation and what not, i been having lots of fun with that! i presented my i-search first today, THANK GOODNESS IT'S FINALLY DONE! ughh. it's been such a long process, i ditched 4block today to go to jasmin's class and we watched Happy Gilmore, IT'S SUPER FUNNY, Adam Sandler looks HELLA young, so im guessing it's HELLA old! haha, but it's really good, i was lmao the whole time w/ jasmin and guia! LOL, after the bell ring the movie wasn't done so me and jasmin asked ms. santion if we can stay and watch the rest, we were just standing in front of the projector cheering, because Happy won the tournament! people were hella laughing at us! after, we walked to the mini gym for our 'dance team meeting' yay! im so excited for next season, 2years in a row baby! WORKING MA WAY TO 4! WOO WOO. after the meeting my mom picked up me aiza jasmin brian and cynthia we all went to my house and worked talk baked cookies, AIZA BURNS THEM ON PURPOSE BECAUSE SHE LIKES THEM, haha. ew. i like it when it's soft, CHIPS AHOY. ale came over and aiza, cynthia and ale worked on there recitation it was really good after the 5th attempt. HAHA, a couple hours later, we were all hungry so we went out to get pizza, and while i was out with my mom and uncle i went to buy food for the potluck in pe tomorrow! yayyyy!
OH, IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE NEXT WEEL SCHOOLS OUT AND I GET TO FINALLY SEE MY BABY ON THE 18!!! AHHH!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU HONEY!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

First of all.

No "sister" i do not copy you. you are always yelling at me saying YOU SHOULD BUY NEW CLOTHES, STOP DRESSING LIKE THAT, so i finally decided to buy MY OWN WARDROBE. so you can't give people false facts that i am supposedly copying you. and yeah i swear a lot now, but it's not like this whole week you haven't been a total bitch so yeah of course i'm going to cuss at you ; so of course i am going to yell at you. you can't keep using excuses saying 'im on my period' because surprisingly that does not always cover it. im not going to deny that i didn't borrow your clothes without asking, but do you really have to keep putting that against me, and ESPECIALLY that i DON'T do that anymore, and you know it! i wear my OWN swag all day everyday. and now, i always ask you always always always, and if you say no. fine i look for something else. everyone knows you dress nice you don't have to put me down to make yourself feel like the 'BOSS'. and the whole idea of me COPYING YOU days later, is some serious BULLSHIT, now you're just trying to brag and sound like a col cat. one day you wear a cute skirt i compliment you, and what do i wear a couple days later, SHORTS AND A TEE. so don't you go telling people that i copy you. because you damn well no i don't, SISTER. haha off topic, i don't get mad for just nothing, i admit i USED to, but apparently you haven't notice, you're just like my 'old' friends. thanks for having my back. but ya wana know the truth. YOU AND BRIAN GOT MAD AT ME A COUPLE DAYS AGO FOR WATCHING FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST AND YOU'RE SAYING THAT IM BRAGGING THAT I FOUND IT? WHO'S THE ONE GETTING MAD FOR NO REASON. and you didn't even want Brian telling me about another show, because you THOUGHT i was going to brag that I FOUND IT, you're full of it SISTER.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Brier.

Me, Ivan ,Evan and Adi went to Brier to help some kids to gain some hours! it definitely was the highlight of my day. i had so much fun. we even got to play tag on the playground. Me and Adi have a goal on which we shall ACHIEVE.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

omg ..

me and my sister have tripophobia.

catch up!

ILL POST PICTURES ABOUT MY DAYS =]




Sunday, May 31, 2009

im so happy.

i went swimming today with carlos, kamron and maritza. im so happy i got to see her! i missed her so much, you don't even know. after we went to qcup and ate. ah, HAPPY DAY!
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Saturday, May 30, 2009

food maxx.

tonight, im going to spend some time with my family. we bought some good ol chocoalte milk, and yummeh ice cream. we rented movies from Red Box, like The Grudge 3, A Haunting Evil and Bed Time Stories. BUT WE JUST FOUND OUT THAT WE FORGOT THE MOVIES IN THE CART. i hope they go back and get them because we can get charged for whoever took it and doesn't return them! =/ hopefully this night turns our ok ..

Friday, May 29, 2009

Public Base Learning DAY=]

TODAY WAS SO MUCH FIN, I SAW BERNICE AND HER BOYFRIEND TODAY. HE'S REALLY NICE AND i love them together. i wish we could have kicked it longer but apparently we all already had other things to do. at first the pbl was boring but then everything turned out GREAT. things have been going along famously. i been kickin it with so much people lately. WE GOT TO EAT PIZZA, AND WE GOT SERVICE LEARNING HOURS. YAY. that makes me a happy camper. vivian visited us today, it was so good to see her! me and chelsea took a MOOSE pic! RE UNITE, i love her. OMG, but there was so much drama with the Prometheus family -_-!
BUT I WORE DRUNK GOGGLES TODAY. SUPER COOL. TODAY WAS GREAAAAAT! after pbl mama picked us up roxanne a, came along. we went to tap ex and there was hella guys staring at us and shit. lol gay. then me roxanne and aiza went to there HELLA GHETTO bathroom all tagged up, super coolio. LOL. looks hella dirty thou. then we went home. YAY. fun fun fun.Photobucket

Thursday, May 28, 2009

PBL.

today was so fun! i kicked it with jasmin, and today we been working on the PBL like the whole day! after school i was so hyper, so me and jasmin decided to do a little "project" we went around the whole entire school AFTER school and asked so many people for one pair of there shoes and they trust us =] it's so funny because even mr. lydon participated in this project, SO MANY PEOPLE DID. and then after we got to me in a movie. lol, i can't even explain my day it was so fun, and tomorrow we get to present our PUBLIC BASIC LEARNING work =] im excited as well because jasmin is sleeping ovaa heo yeah!
GOOD DAY.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

sadly.

i haven't posted a blog in ages because i been so busy, but im at jasmins house right now, when we 're supposed to be doing work. but instead we're reminiscing and venting about everything. we were supposed to go to the dmv but that didn't happen. and now she's being gay and watching me typeeee. :) everything has been so stressful this past week, i can't wait til summer! jasmin isss one of my closest friends AGAIN =] OH YEAH, and we MADE THE DANCE TEAM! we're cute. LOL. but there's sme people who totally shouldn't be on it. tsk, ohhwell. can't wait til next season. well, gotta go do nothing. ttyl. MISSED YA BLOG.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

DANCE TRYOUTS.

so yesterday was finally the day when we had dance tryouts. i was so nervous at first but when i began to dance everything went so smooth! im so happy that i didn't mess up, because there's this pencil spin that i can never get right, but yesterday i finally did it! i am confident that the certain people made the team, hopefully if we make it. this season will go FANTASTIC! if i make it this year, that will be 2 years in a row :) im aiming 4. i really hope jasmin makes it though because it will be so fun! after dance, me , jasmin, aiza, and kiki went to the hub. first Ulta then to Qcup, aiza treated. THANK YOU AIZA, and we had q pop chicken and a crepe. you could say we ate it less than i minute. lol, and of course jasmin took all of the skin, like usual. haaha, ahh. anyways off topic won
t get into detail but .. things settled in, and it's nice to know who your true friends are.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

dance dance confusion?

3 days of cliniques and so far not many kids have it down after 3 hours of practice each day, they constantly make the same mistakes, but i surely can't blame them, it's an incredibly hard routine and i hope i do good Friday! a tad bit nervous, but it's all goood. anyways, my day was okay, except lunch i totally forget to go to ms. shahs class then i remembered mackelle helped me with my paper thing. thank thank you. 'TURD' sweep today. lol, there fun. ONLY when you know that it's the right day. haaha, i texted joyce and ashley to make sure they won't be late, because they're the MAIN 2 who a;ways arrive 'on time'. lol. ahh, it was okay today. nothing outta the ordinary.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

Dance Cliniques.

Tres tres tres amustante! i had a blast, despite the fact that my knee is acting up again, and i can't even cross my legs. the dance is tres difficile. but we got this shart on lockdown ^-^

Friday, May 15, 2009

Welcome to the Mvals./happy anniversary.

HAPPY 15 MONTHS BOO! I LAHVE YOU SO MUCH! =] && I am so proud of my track team! Relay got third place! you dnt realize how good that is!
and Tyeshia, boy she blew me away by getting FIRST PLACE IN THE 400! i told her she could :) someone didn't listen! neenerneenernener! haha, but it was so fun yesterday, and angie got third place for the 800! she passed that girl up in the last 100 we were all so proud of her! and the relay did another fantastic job with the 4x400! and especially jazz, jeff, joseph. everyone. i had such a blast yesterday hanging out with Adam, Ashley and they otha homeboy, sorry i forgot your name :) ahh, i'm going to miss everyone. but we're all going to have a banquet that our coaches are throwing for us, so yay! i LOVE LOVE LOVE you guys!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

sexual reduction, lol

so today, i had track but i didn't do much today. i've decided to sign up for football, oh yeah.
in computers today, we played halo .. well atleast i tried to but our teacher caught two other kids playing and they got in hella trouble so we stopped. almost got caught but we're to slick. =)
it was super funny yesterday because for like 5 straight minutes me and ashley were having a conversation then she kept saying "TO WHAT" which sounds like TWAT, when you say it fast. and i was like, HAAHA, ASHLEY! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?! then she hella paused looking at me like i was a freak and finally said, OH HAHAHAHAHA! OMG YOU THINK IM SAYING TWAT! HAHAH, dude, we were laughing for dayysssss, and we were even talking about it today! LOL. life's good sometimes.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

im so tired.

i don't even feel like blogging, but i'll just say today was a good day.

Monday, May 11, 2009

simple day.

SO , we started swim in pe today. it was gooood. except for the the whole after change part. but jasmin helped me so it was all good. practice was okay, didn't stay for long because i THOUGHT i had dance practice! apparently that didn't end up happening. i asked my pa to pick me up. i talked to Davajana for a good 15 minutes. then finally went home and started on the homework. after that, aiza brian and me went to the HUB, target, Qcup FUN. i like the conversations we have. about Y2k and what not. after, when we went back to Target for baby wipes dean was in the other isle and hella SCREAMED to scare us! HAAAHA, who does that? thenn BOOM, ryan, Rachel , dolfo pooooped up. oh and i saw my cousins there too. YAY. after the walk home, and thew about 10 pennies at brian. then started talking about Mythbusters and malcolm in the middle hahah. it was fun today. better than i expected.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

todays the day

Happy mother's day mama. i think mom's should be treated special everyday instead of all being the most loved one day a year. going to go to the hub to buy her something giggidy. i love my mommy.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

overrated.

everyone wants a tail now. dude, try something new.

keep the love moving.

i have mad love for my track team, and i know that after the season things will be somewhat detached. hopefully we all stay connected because i grew accustom to all of you. we had our laughs, drama moments. but im glad i got to share these unforgettable moments with you all. we all shared something in common. we all hated our coach with a deep satisfaction. it breaks my heart to know things won't be the same. especially how maybe some of us won't be coming back. i hope we can all keep in touch because our friendship is bittersweet to go to waste. i had such a great experience this season that i will never forget. but until 2010, i will be expecting to see my babies again.

Friday, May 8, 2009

destruction.

This was not the best birthday, but like others say, the older you get same goes for birthdays. i can't expect much. but, to all of those who made the effort in making my birthday hell of a lot better, i want to thank you so much and let you know how much i appreciate you all. today was not the brightest day. but to know that i still have some love from you guys beats the worst. thank you Guia for making me e cute C poster. and Abby for putting that sign on your back. Joyce for the letter which i had not read yet, and for coming to SweetTomatoe. Tyeshia and Shlay for the wonderful poster which that picture i look like a turd. Mackelle for the really cute shirt which i will wear asap in spite to the appreciation i have for you. And to all the people who said happy birthday. it means so much! But last but not least, Aiza and Brian .. i do thank you guys too. for taking me out today. Kamron, for the 8 bucks. i did not have the best today because some people were to busy for me, they could not make it or they had practice. my track team. i'm sorry i left, tyeshia told me you guys were coming but i already had to leave. i love you guys. what i do without ALL of the people listed. oh and thank you so much computer class for clapping when i walked in the classroom, that truly made me happy and especially how joyce and ashley started the birthday song. Fuck, i have the love of a mad man for you all!
P.s, -Happy Birthday Donovan Cruz, we're TWINS ;)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

the last track meet @ Tak against American.

aso today in fourth block i needed to cut my nails and Ashley let me use hers because she totally brings nail clippers to school ;) it was super funny because Joyce hella cut my nails for me!! then my teacher came to our area and was like what is that shit? because me nails were all over the table! gross right? haha, it is super funny! Joyce even had to stand up to cut my nails because they were super long and thick, jazam. before track, i got in fucking trouble for calling a stupid teacher who deserved it a faggot. im pissed that he's getting me in trouble when he thinks he's the shit, shit.
finally at the meet, i was on varsity shot put. didn't place anything though, i only got trained YESTERDAY because that's when my coach decided that he wants me to be on shot. i didn't perform in any running events, and JV 100 yard dash ninjas were SLOWW i heard! WOW. the guy writing down the results was hella mean. jerk.
got a ride home from tyeshia. im in a really bamf mood right now. i don't really have much love for my birthday tomorrow. so bye. but i am happy that my step dad gave me some chocolate <3

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

this balloon stands for, 'party over here'!

track practice was definitely better than yesterdays because my track boys cheered me up by a land slide. coach milo was talking to me about doing shot put and discus and we practiced today and apparently i'm doing it tomorrow at our last meet?! EXCITING. it's my first time, and he calls me a natural. so flattering. he's the best coach ever and i love him to death. im so upset that he's leaving us this month moving to Sacramento and he won't be coming back next year unless he wins the lotto! hopefully he does. after, he dropped me and Laveena home, and my family was waiting in the car. we went to a party in Newark. more like a get together. STILL FUN. they had such a cute cute dog!!!! omg. and this kid named Matthew who is SUPER FUNNY. i love him a bunch =)
so now im home .. going to rest and talk to the boyfriend. rest up for our last meet.
THEN MVALS.
oh, i almost forgot. thanks Tino for stucking up for me when Chism was abt to hurt me! hehe. and Tyessshiaaaa for buying me a disgusting doughnut. LOL. jk.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

horrible.

track practice indeed killed ..

Sunday, May 3, 2009

until tomorrow.

hmh, at last, the day has come to another finish. it was a swell day. went to work our with kaddy that was probably the highlight. actually the part where i got to talk to the love of my life all day. but he fell asleep and is now to sleepy to talk i'm assuming. but i guess it is time for me as well to count some sheep. brand new day of school tomorrow, im just not excited for the after show .. so im glad i have practice. enough for today, let's catch up on some shut eye.
good night america.

ps. i love you.

im sorry for my assumptions baby, you do so much for me and i wish i can find some extravagant way to show you how i truly appreciate what you do for me these past 15 months. you're so amazing and i have never in my life been treated this way. you leave me speechless every time i hear those three letter words. you make my heart rush to the sound of your voice, you leave me nothing but butterfly's each and every moment i see your dazzling face. you make me smile whenever you give those two thumbs up jokes; your ironic personality keeps me sane. one last fact you need to know is i'm going to keep loving you as long as my heart keeps beating.

let us get physical.

let's call this morning a soothing one. i woke up daydreaming of my dream boy, my knight in shining armor as you can say. im hoping i will be able to work out with some people who are actually willing to! i wish he was here so we can work out together, because i am aware of how much dedication he his holding and he can motivate me as well. it's not that easy to migrate to new people who don't necessarily have the same interests as you. agree? i really want a beach house when i grow older because it will be nice to catch the ocean breeze once in awhile. i want to be able to run carelessly in the sand while the wind swings through my hair slaps my face. i want to be able to wake up to him for the rest of my life which is always planned. boy, i have a wild imagination.

emotionally challenged,

1:37, i feel so ignorant crying right now .. i just feel so heartbroken when we hung up. i guess it's just one of those days where the breakdown comes through and you just want to talk forever. i wish he knew. he doesn't realize how i feel right now, because his cause of sleepiness drags him to oblivion in which my words he can't quite capture. i wish he knew. leaving me awake in the dreary night leaves me to space where i can only now wait until sunrise to hear his voice again, i wish he knew. the call is what gives me the joy but from when time comes to an end, it's when everything does as well. it's times like these when i have to suck and it up and say, wait til' the morning, don't tell him what happened. and wish him a good morning.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

easy like a, Saturday morning?

it's the little things that get to me. we didn't go to church this morning, very strange apparantly because we always attend church. except for the past 3 weeks ..started off with a good morning jasmin slept over from the horrible drama last night. we talked through had a little farts and laughs. ate breakfast. sesame chicken w/ rice and tobascco. perfect combination to spice up the morning. we talked forever, and ended up falling asleep to a god 2 3 hours. jesse and kamron are here, but i can't go our right now. zee, she' gone now. im thinking about the pacquiao fight tonight, of course he's going to demolish mayweather. later.

Friday, May 1, 2009

speechless.

so much happened today .. confidential.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

happy birthday joyce!

so apparantly she is not celebrating it. bummer. but i am going to buy her her gift today when i go out today. im not going to post what im getting her right now because she's reading while im typing =) but i wonder where ashley is??

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

track meet @ Newark Memorial.

today was the last day of testing! thank God! it went well our first block teacher bought us MILLIONS OF BAGELS AND CHEWY BARS etc. she's soo nice! Tyeshia's mom bought me McD today so that made me happy but very full! =/ and we had pe next block! haha. but other than that it was cool. we left at 2:00 for the meet and it was soo fun! except for the fact that i didn't run relay and got last in the 100 meters. but it's ok. dust it off. still got next week and finals! but i had so much fun today with the track kiddies, they made my day especially since my shin splints were eating my ass! and now i am eating Pancit Kanton and watching Family Guy. totally fun. My baby got starting linebacker for his game again! woot woot! <3

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

another day.

i got interviewed for Avid today. and while i was gone, joyce, ashley and martin totally sabotaged my area in computers. nothing much happened. but another day of testing. latergator.

Monday, April 27, 2009

my day.

track practice was good. coach was being a total wang today. after practice tyeshia was supposed to give me a ride hme but she was caught up in her drama so i decided to walk. i dnt want to talk abt the rest .. FML.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Dad's side.

so later on today, but real dad's side of the family is going to actually cme to our hse and visit ..it's going to be the first time to see my dad in so many years. im not sure if i am still going to go to san jose with them because they are throwing a bar bee que and what not. well more abt that when they cme. me and aiza are supposed to dye our hair today! =) and i have hmework, but it's only reading and filling sme information in for math. we start testing tomorrow and i think im going to wear my 730+ shirt! alrigghhhtt, it's going to be on english my best subject. hopefully i do good on math and science, i really need the math =/ later.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Gian's christianing.

Driving down to hayward on abt 20 minutes for my baby nephews christening today. we're going with mom, dad, grandma, aiza, brian, and unsure if sister and bro in law are coming because they haven't even woken up i bet .. after the christening we're going to a reception and i'm guessing there will be food, haaha. so i don't think i'm going to have breakfast. abraham, has a game today he's pretty confident they are going to demolish them, i am too because he's team is gooooood ;) hehe. he's varsity starting middle line back, and for next year i'm pretty sure fullback as well. he has to explain to me what all of these places are because i always tend to forget. i only remember what i fullback and a running back is. well, all for now til further notice.

Friday, April 24, 2009

my desires.


please.

Favorite movie!

movies today at union landing for aiza's 17th. THIS MOVIE MADE ME LOVE BEYONCE EVEN MORE! I LOVE HER! she's my favorite and she's fierce! girl, she got the whole package!



sucks.

So, martin's friend chloe came from san jose to our school. she supposedly didn't have school today. i guess martin didn't think she would get caught. but she did and she just got sent to the office and i bet she's going to get suspended because she didn't even have a visitors pass and she's been here like the whole day .. life sucks. sorry martin.

family time.

last night from around the evening to early morning 3 0 clock, my family and i were al having such a good time bonding with each other talking about the many past problems we have had in this house. we were all laughing and what not, then started talking about ghost. then after we went into to dining room to eat ramen and lettuce it was sweet and good. what a delight! ate darlene was whining because she added to much powder spice to her soup. haha. then they finally went home, and i crashed.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

today.

it was a good day, i ran the mile and got 8:18 i'm content. after school i hung out with monique and we talked abt cheerleading and track, it was fun. she kept me company. i watched my sister's badminton game, but she insists i was taking videos instead of cheering, which we were! me and tyeshia climbed to the top of the bleachers, super fun adventure then we came down. but ashley and dahlia came a long and camera whored a little. lol, then we climbed up the bleachers again! haha, except for dalilah! LOL, inside joke. then Tylor, Adam and jazz came and totally climbed up the bleachers like it was nothing while we had somewhat of a 10 minute hard time! haaha, jk. we all chatted and chilled, talked about a lot, took many pictures. very good bonding time. then after we all left at a time, Adam first. then my jazz and tyeshia. Tyeshia's mom fed me girl scout cookies! very good. when i got home i went on the computer then had to go back to school to pick up aiza, then off to verizon store to get my internet cut off and then eat at Qcup, just as good as TapEx. almst better. they need buttermilk. we finally went home. and now im drinking coke in a 60 degree weather. ain't nothin' better. tomorrow is carreer day, hope that will turn out good. dress up! NO HMEWORK. thank goodness.

Stressing.

Which ashley totally is not.

Computers Class.

In class doing nothing, we're obviously supposed to be working on computer stuff. and ashley is going hella shaking the monitor for no reason because she's a douche! haha. Earlier Joyce asked Martin to fix her computer because it froze and we all tried to fix it but surprisingly Martin was the only one to pass the task! and joyce was so ecstatic that he fixed it she clapped for him and hi tripped over my chair! haha. and now is EAVES DROPPING. dude, she sucks! who looks up DOUCHE in FRENCH on GOOGLE! joyce is currently working on her Training Camp paper because she got a 7 when i got a 10 and I forwarded it to her! LOL, wow. someone does not know how to correct. AND NOW ASHLEY WON'T SHUT UP ABOUT CHARLOTTE LOSING HER TRAIN OF THOUGHT! "CHARLOTTE IS GOING TO LOSE HER TRAIN OF THOUGHT"! Martin " I want some supreme mothafucka!" LOL, wtf! Anywyas, there's this Okamoto Letter that me and ashley were working on yesterday that was super hard! and we only got up to my name, so now joyce is going to work on it for us because she can handle the work! haha.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Track meet @ Tak vs. Irvington, Tyeshia's house.

First off, Tyeshia's mom picked us up from school, and we drove to Tyeshia's house, FOR THE FIRST TIME. i guess she forgot something so she had to pick it up. after we were camera whoring on our way to tak. 4x100 we got first place and beat varsity! after that we ran our 100 meters and Ashley got first and i got 2nd, she got faster SURPRISINGLY. jk =] Dahlia had a horribly nosebleed that wouldn't stop until coach milo told her some instructions, DO NOT TILT YOUR HEAD UP, ALWAYS TILT IT DOWN SO THE BLOOD CAN FLOW. then coach mcgahey came telling us how he would always snort up the blood until it went away. haha, GROSS. the shot putters had to do a weight relay and we would have got 1st place if Nahale did not throw the baton under his leg and let it hit the ground. haha, then tino started to run and he threw the baton at him! what a show!!! but jeff, tino, nahale, and the first leg did a kick ass job! Soo we found out that coach rashal the sprint coach might now coach for us anymore because of "personal situations" so coach mcgahey might take over, but we like him better anyways, he's a better motivator and i know he can train us much better. AFTER the meet, i got to go to TYESHIA'S house for the SECOND TIME, but FIRST TIME seeing the inside! woot, and ADVENTURE! her house is super nice and super big, i love it! she has a huge bed! it's super cool, and it has a trundle and a desk, but it makes her room feel super small and humid. lol. her brother's room is red, hurts my eyes, but i like it! it smells like shampoo & conditioner. i met her granddad he's really nice and he seems like totally old school. i like it. haaha so her backyarde has a funny rocking chair! haha, it's not the wooden type! her mom made steak and salad for dinner, it was super good, especially with A1 sauce. then after me and tyeshia met hit the books. when my parents were on there way they made me strawberry shortcake, it was sooooo good! gosh, they're gifted! LOL. well, i had a blast. later!

Monday, April 20, 2009

school.

today, was by far the most hottest day of spring! school, was okay. typical Monday. it went by smoothly. but practice was definitely suicide! it was boiling hot, and we were working our asses off! then i went to the weight room to work our a little, and around 4:45 i went to Marshall park with Tyeshia, her brother Tejan was in his little league baseball practice. it was pretty hot there, since we had to walk there, we sat in s dug out and talked.Tyeshia's mom gave me a ride home while the hot wind was blowing in my face. when i got home i got busy to homework and watched George Lopez. i just got done eating ramen for dinner, and now i am watching Gossip Girl! <3
my boyfriend went to take a nap, and sadly his sister ate his ice cream and that really ticked him off because she ALWAYS ears his food, and she won't stop ..
but now i will wait until he wakes up so we can talk because i miss him dearly. that pretty sums up my day.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

end of the day.

Today ended up being a good day after all! My family picked me up. first we went to Qcup, then off to YoSwirl of Pacific Commons, and FINALLY we got to go to the mall and i got my eyebrows done! thank goodness! my parents bought us a new monitor and it's extremely big! my sister hates it, but i like it because it's huge! today was definitely a swell day because i did not stay inside the whole day like usual .. but i am not happy because the weather sucks, and i sweat after my shower. i hate that. and now i am watching my favorite all time show Family Guy, and texting baby! I didn't even read over the break for my homework! gosh, i suck.
off to bed! goodnight.

Mall.

.. I am so pissed off. Family reason. i didn't even want go to the mall and get my EYEBROWS DONE. boy, im in hella need for that. even ask Joyce.

Diner.

Went to the diner with Aiza and Brian, the walk over was a killer. super hot out and the pool is closed until May! It's a real nice diner, there food was good. On our way home there was a homeless man at the bus stop, nicely asked for a couple of change so he can buy food, we were willing to offer our food and he gladly received it. He was a nice man, usually hl people are totally drug addicts who get p/o if you dnt give them money. this man was different. still shows there's some good in this world.

good afternoon.

It about 75 degrees with a slight breeze. Today is to much of a nice day to not go out. I shall work out! Aizayzay is still at her friend Hafasa's house working on her French power point, while I'm stuck at home once again bored out of my mind. I'm waiting for the boyfriend to wake up, he can sleep for days ;) i just can't sleep that long no matter how late i sleep. I always tend to wake up super early .. horrible schedule. School begins tomorrow, am i ready? Somewhat I am, not really excited actually. I just want the school year done, I really want a summer job but with this economic crisis, it's hard to ask for much .. but does not mean i won't take an opportunity when it's thrown at me. I'm going to go watch some movies on surfthechannel.
later.

E- noodle.

last night around 10:00 pm mom and dad, decided to go out and eat some noodles. We drove to Milpitas, and stopped at a place called "e-Noodle" Taiwanese restaurant. We stood out pretty well being the only brown ones out of that whole restaurant. Treated us like aliens. For the first time i ordered chicken curry over steamed rice, very delicious actually, i liked it. My mom ordered some kind of soup, she ordered with skinny noodles, but they ended up giving her FAT ones, so she was pretty upset. Uncle ordered the rice combo. There milk tea was pretty good, although , on the menu it said "Mike drink- with Peral?" Who's Mike and what's a Peral? lol, pretty amusing. I could have sworn we ordered a hot plate, but uh, that never showed up -_- yup, horrible customer service. Before we left, uncle dino called me over i was really curious what he had to give me, then all of a sudden he gave me MILLIONS of lollipops that were on the counter in a bowl, it was HILARIOUS. As we walked out i said thank you to the Asian woman at the register, and she totally stared at me like she didn't know what i was saying. Don't I feel stupid.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

end of the day.

So i found out that he had to wake up at 9 because he has football practice, haha. I NEED TO GET MY EYEBROWS DONE. We've been txting all day. Saturday night, everyone's wither sleeping, watching tv, or out and about .. im stuck inside listening to music. then again what else would i rather be doing? i have some reading to get done for homework. back to school on Monday not very excitement but i have no choice but to cope, i have no plans for the rest of the night but talk to him until he gets home from his cousins party. I enjoy his company. I'm in the mood for some pop tarts. <3

GPA.

ALRIGHT, I GOT A 3.4!

Home sweet home.

Our first stop; we used the restroom and the bathrooms didn't even have SEATCOVERS, so we had to use toilet paper. We ate hot Cheetos puffs. mmm. 7:20 a.m after a long 10 hour drive thanks to our new dad, Dino and God especially, we made it home sweet and sound. I have a little headache from the ride but I'm pretty sure I'll survive. Aiza is in the room unloading her "closet" and luggage, grandma is in the bathroom, and mom and uncle are parking the car. In my case, im listening to my Ipod: Craig David, Fill Me In. I'll unpack later. I miss my boyfriend a lot, i can't wait until he wakes up. He had to wake up at 9 o clock, I just don't remember why .. I'm a horrible girlfriend. I don't think we will be attending church today; everyone might be tired. I miss San Diego .. i miss my cousins .. it was a fun week. but we can't spoil the fun for summer! Until further notice .. time for breakfast. Goodmoning America.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Across the ocean sky.

Currently @ the Legaspi's house. So about my week. we are currently down in SoCal for spring vacation. Today is the last day and we are departing in a couple of hours. And my ate Melissa is coming down from Los Angeles to visit us at 11:00 which we won't be there for. There are these random girls i have never met in my life at my cousins house, but i guess that's fine with me since this ain't my house! I also met a guy names Peter over here, met him in a week, and he's been staying at my cousins house. Funny thing is. they knew him just as long as we have. Clarence had to go to a retreat so we said our goodbyes with him. I''m glad that we got to spend more time with him this week because i got to figure out much more about him and he is really a great person to talk bond with and My mama finally had her wedding. very exciting as a matter of fact im really happy that my mom has fell in love. I love nothing more than to see her happy. And good good bonding with the Bangalos family. i got two piercings in my cartilage their very itchy now, and best i got to see my loving loving boyfriend. this week not the best because we got into a huge arguement over past garbage .. I'm happy that we settled them out because i hate fighting. Yesterday while me aiza and clarence went to Walgreens, there was this strange man who came up to us and started to converse as if he known us for years. we rented 2 movies from Red Box, and bought chips. Since i got here, i have been playing with my cousins Nintendo Dsi and now i want one real bad. We went down to Riverside to go to my cousins University. Super nice campus. Next stop was Ontario Mills, very big mall, it reminds me of Great Mall because it goes in a circle and it has neighborhoods. 10 of them atleast. I only bought 1 shirt. I need to losen up a little .. We played a sad prank on my cousin that we went to Disneyland surprisingly she fell for it .. she even cried. Damn, we're evil. OVERALL, i love visiting family .see you gays soon!