emotionally challenged,

1:37, i feel so ignorant crying right now .. i just feel so heartbroken when we hung up. i guess it's just one of those days where the breakdown comes through and you just want to talk forever. i wish he knew. he doesn't realize how i feel right now, because his cause of sleepiness drags him to oblivion in which my words he can't quite capture. i wish he knew. leaving me awake in the dreary night leaves me to space where i can only now wait until sunrise to hear his voice again, i wish he knew. the call is what gives me the joy but from when time comes to an end, it's when everything does as well. it's times like these when i have to suck and it up and say, wait til' the morning, don't tell him what happened. and wish him a good morning.